How to communicate with others or different people will not be a problem for me but how comes I will feel so hard to interact well with this group members and I feel I had been ignored because of I'm the only one outsider? I feel disappointed and desperately depressed in these few weeks. It's not the first time I faced the problem like this. I had tried my best to join them and made jokes with them but since my efforts are useless.
I think I have not to blame them because this might happen on me to others. Maybe. As people grew up, you have to know that how cruel is the reality and learn to accept it. You can't change the people's mind then you change yours. Keep in my mind, dear me.
Thanks being so patient to listen what I had met and the unhappiness things that happened in these few days/weeks. I knew that my temper is started to being bad again recently. I showed my face to you whenever I feel something is not cheer me up or whatever things that I don't like to listen to. I feel guilty too but I didn't tell you maybe is the face problem.
Pessimistic always kills my sanguine and I was like finally understand why those people will commit suicide when they failed to build relationship with others and I knew that kind of feeling. They need someone to listen to their heart. Fortunately, I still have friends and you that can be my truly listeners. I'm the fortune one, remember it.
Sorry daby, I knew I always make you frustrated and worried.
I will always love you. :(
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