Sunday, 11 January 2015

The Day Before Year 1 Semester 3 Start

Result had been released a few days ago and it was out of my expectation. It's really shocked me a lot and made me down but mood turned better after awhile.
I still remembered that I had set a aim for my semester 2 but the sad case was I could't achieve it. I thought that the English subject I could get at least B something but unfortunately I got a C+ for it.
It's really shocked me a lot and I couldn't accept it because I didn't get such result in the past (what I meant is in tertiary study). If I can make it better, maybe my CGPA wouldn't drop. Just what if......
And, the one I worried, I get a better result. I am so lucky.
I was thinking that what if both subjects I score badly..I don't know how my parents will think of me especially those put high expectation on me.
Sorry, I didn't manage to make it well in last semester.
I wish that I could pay more attention in this semester since this semester consists of a few heavy subjects.
I'm scared.

School gonna start tomorrow. Everything will be new again for me.
A long long time didn't separate with friends and it's the time for me to be independent again.
I hope that I can be stronger like when I'm in foundation; I can settle my things very well; I'm hardworking and put efforts on academic; I'm sociable.
Hopefully I can do it well.

There's 3 days left and I'm gonna to step into 20.
Maybe the time we grew up, the happiness will lost gradually.
I feel nothing for my coming up birthday.
I just wish that everything can be fine and everyone is in healthy and happy. That will be the biggest wish for me.

To be continued...

Written by Catherine Ther.

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